I've been there Chris. I enjoy being in the outdoors, and it is relaxing. However, I can hike in the woods a lot cheaper than I can hunt. Not having a chance (or many chances) at game sucks plain and simple and gaining access is worse every year. Purchasing your own land is a great idea, but expensive and figuring out where it sits on the priority table is tough. Leasing is ok, but i'd want to have multiple years in the contract and really don't like the idea of managing an area that can be taken away. I feel your frustration - Good luck Chris, I hope something works out for ya.