Will the hurt EVER go away????????


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As many of my Okie friends know, me and the wife had a major setback a couple of weeks ago. We had been talking, and I was under the impression that we were gonna try and work things out. Last night, she dropped the "D" bomb on me, but only after I asked. This whole thing has come out of left field and knocked this big ole boy down quite a bit. Think I have slept about 4-5hrs a night at the most the last two weeks. Evidently she hasn't been happy for quite sometime, yet I thought things were pretty good. We did have our moments, but doesn't everybody? She says she "loves" me, but "not in love" with me. Sure wish I could figure THAT out. Sad thing is, I never knew anything was wrong, not a clue. Anyways, looks like I will be single by huntin season, don't know if that is good or bad...........

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She says she "loves" me, but "not in love" with me.

Yeah, there is a difference, and unfortunately that type of thing happening is fairly common. You can certainly love someone and genuinely care about them without being "in love" with them.

Sorry to hear about this Jason, sometimes things happen for reasons we just dont understand.

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Jason if you need anything buddy just let me know.;) i havent been sleeping very well either.:(

i had to drop the D bomb on my ex and i still think about her every once and a while even though its been 10 years. we were in communication about once a month after it happened, but i havent even talked to her for 3 years now.

the hurt will go away slowly, just keep your chin up, and dont do anything crazy.

Shoot Strong

Tony

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:(My friend, it will take some time for the hurt to go away, and I for one, believe it neve totally goes away. I wish you the best, if you belive in God, then pray and some of the pain will be lessened..

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Jason, words are going to change much right now. Prayers will make a difference. You have em bud...

Keep us updated on how things move. Right now there isn't anything anyone can say that will change things but hopefully as time passes we can help....

You know where we are bud. You probably still have my number too. If you dont feel free to PM me, ill shoot it to you in a heartbeat. God bless.

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Gator,

My buddy is going through one right now. 10 years of marriage and he found out she was cheating behind his back. Totally caught him offguard and I would have never expected it. Never in a million years to expect she was capable of it. She felt the feelings were not there and she strayed from the marriage and broke her sacred marriage vows. She feels lousy now but I think that is because she got caught!! She will lose a ton over this deal and I feel bad for my buddy. 2 kids involved so it could get ugly.

She just told him she is not in love with him at all, more of a friendship but no love. So they are in the process and even before the affair was found out they were going to marriage counseling but that did not help. The affair was a huge bombshell and it messed up my buddy's mind for awhile, keep feeling he was the cause of it but I talked with him as did others and being there for him has helped a ton. I will help him through this and be there for him. I have too and your friends will be there for you too!

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We've had our arguments back and forth, but I am really sorry to hear this Gator.

It sounds like there may be some wiggle room in there from her perspective....did you suggest or ask her to try counseling first?

Sorry to hear this Gator, prayers sent.

And yes, the hurting will eventually stop. It will just take a while.

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Only time will heal those wounds. Surround yourself with people that love you. You need anything I know there are a ton of ears in Oklahoma that will listen to ya all night long. Just remember things will get better. Your healthy got a good job and have a bunch of friends that love ya. Keep your head up and if you need anything let me know.

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As many of my Okie friends know, me and the wife had a major setback a couple of weeks ago. We had been talking, and I was under the impression that we were gonna try and work things out. Last night, she dropped the "D" bomb on me, but only after I asked. This whole thing has come out of left field and knocked this big ole boy down quite a bit. Think I have slept about 4-5hrs a night at the most the last two weeks. Evidently she hasn't been happy for quite sometime, yet I thought things were pretty good. We did have our moments, but doesn't everybody? She says she "loves" me, but "not in love" with me. Sure wish I could figure THAT out. Sad thing is, I never knew anything was wrong, not a clue. Anyways, looks like I will be single by huntin season, don't know if that is good or bad...........

my heart truely goes out to you this kinda thing always gets to me i know all too well jusy how you feel although it might feel like your world is comeing down all around you remember what doen't kill us only makes us stronger in the end it's just a shame it has to hurt so much

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Man Jason I'm very sorry to hear that...

You have been a very close freind of mine for a very good while...

We have shared alot with one another...Your kinda like a bother to me...

You know deep down inside I'm with ya and have two ears and a heart of gold...

Anything you need buddy please don't be shy...I'm here 24/7...

My home is your home and you know that...

Keep your chin up buddy...I know it's hard...

Griz...

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I went through this couple yrs ago. after 13yrs it was hard but i think it was for the best. it cost me alot of money and pocessions but those can all be replaced. of cource haveing a g/f that is 15 yrs younger then me now helps

she said, "i need sometime to find myself,

i need a little space to think.

maybe we should start seeing other people.

baby, things are moving way to fast for me."

so, i, i picked up what was left of my pride,

and i put on my walking shoes,

and i got up on that high road,

and i did what any gentleman would do..

i, um...

[chorus]

i got a brand new girlfriend.

we went and jumped off the deep end,

flew out to LA for the weekend,

spent the whole day, lyin' on the beach,

wearin' nothin' but a smile,

playin' kissy-kissy, smoochy-smoochy,

talkin' mooshy-mooshy bout nothin'.

man, i think im on to somethin',

yano i feel just like a kid again.

i got a brand new girlfriend.

I couldn't help it.

15 years younger huh, as someone once said "it ain't bragging if you can do it". :D

Hang in there Gator.

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