i have not been on in a while due to work, but I am back on to clear my mind and get some suggestions and assistance, i have been in the Fire service for 10 years in the western, NY region lived here all my life, I have been in charge of a Industrial plant Fire Brigade and Haz- mat team for 6 as my regular job besides Volunteering, 2 years ago i accepted a Correctional officer job and have been working both jobs until last Nov. Just recently 7/29/08 I responded to a call where ther was a man lost in the woods, My partner and I did recover the gentleman, while exiting the woods in our emergency Kubota RTV, i was riding in the bed with recovered Patient and our driver hit a massive hole in the field i was launched out of the RTV and slammed back down jarring my body, I have been off of work since then with 2 herniated Discs called L4-L5-S1, the spine doctor told me that i am 100% disabled due to severity of L5 herniation which would require surgery but due to the size of me and young age i will have to lose weight he will not, Understandable. The BIG ? is does anybody know of anybody or have suggestions to ease my mind It is absoultley driving me bonkers. Thanks Kevin